Nice to see the family - but absolutely the last thing I need when I feel so crummy is Ma banging on ad infinitum on the theme of how if you feel bad now Ally you'll feel SO MUCH WORSE when the baby's born and of course you'll be coping on your own because B will have to be away so much working because if you send substitute crew out it will mean that you won't have so much profits coming in to the business and if you move a bit further in to Wales it will mean that he has a MUCH longer journey and have you thought about how tired you will both be and he'll be needing his sleep if he's working and so you'll have to be coping with the baby on you own at night ... .
And then as we were leaving she whispered to him that he should stand up to me more.
I cried most of the way home and still feel like I want to huddle in a small dark corner and cut my arms.
I don't think it was a very successful visit. And I think that possibly I've been throwing up the anti-depressant tablets.
We got some nice tomato plants though.